There’s no doubt about it, Sunday night blues are the worst feeling in the world, especially the kind that creep up when you least expect it. You know straight away when it’s here because your stomach ties itself into knots and that sudden wave of nausea hits you and no matter how much you try and shake it off, it lingers there for the rest of the day ruining every last hour of your weekend.
I have that feeling today and what’s worse is I can’t even enjoy a nice cup of tea and biscuit to comfort myself because I have signed up to a six week diet with my gym and am currently undergoing an extremely strict two week detox to kick start it. Having said that the peppermint green tea I had earlier was surprisingly nice and did distract my thoughts for about half an hour but just as I was settling down to watch Dancing on Ice, low and behold, that big battle axe was back again ripping out my insides and making me feel like I could be sick at any minute.
The annoying thing is I don’t even have a reason to feel like this. Ok, so work is busy and stressful but there’s nothing I can do about that except deal with it. I’m not unhappy with my life, I have great friends and an amazing family so I should really just get over myself and stop moping about, but sometimes trying to get out of feeling this way is easier said than done.
I literally have spent all afternoon and evening feeling crappy and now I resent myself for it because I should be relishing in the weekend and enjoying myself, but all that is left for me to do now is get into bed, watch a bit of TV and hope I’m in a better mood tomorrow!
