Tears streamed down her cheeks and her heart raced,
propelling blood around her fragile body as fear engulfed her like a burning
flame on an oil slick, bellowing out a piercing scream from the bottom of her
stomach deafening anything within reach.
“Not again, please!” she begged as she ran for her life.
It was no good though, he was right behind her. She could
smell his aftershave mixed with the stale scent of cigarette smoke embedded
into his unwashed denim jacket. That smell…she knew what was coming.
Sobbing as she tried to run for her life, Sarah lost control
and fell to the floor. She tried to stand up but her legs had turned into a
mangled mess.
“NO!” she screamed “GOD NO!”
And then it happened. She felt him over her pinning her down
with force as she tried desperately to push him away, kicking her legs into him.
“NO!” she screamed again.
“Calm down, Sarah” said a stern male voice.
“NO!” she shouted “Get your hands off me!”
Sarah was determined he wouldn’t hurt her again.
Let go of me! Stop! Somebody HELP ME!” she screeched. But
there was nobody.
“Calm. Down. Sarah” he said again.
This time she had no chance when two more men surrounded
her, all three of them fighting to hold her down.
“NO!”
Biting the hand of one of the men, she frantically tried to
save herself but she knew she had no chance. Squirming hysterically, she could
hear the men talking to each other but nothing made sense. All of a sudden she felt
the scratch of a needle on her arm and cold liquid enter her bloodstream.
“What the hell are you doing to me?” She yelled
“Sarah, stop shouting!” said one of the men.
She gasped as her battle slowly began to alleviate, taming
her panic. The struggle eased and she felt heavy, like a weight falling to the
bottom of the ocean. Her pupils were dilated and breathing slowed, calming her
back into a controlled state. She felt beads of sweat run down her face as she
lay there powerless, unable to move or make a sound. She was paralysed.
Lying on the floor she stared nonchalantly into the distance
as the three figures looked down at her before walking away, shutting the heavy door
behind them. She felt cold and alone as her eye lids intermittently closed.
The men watched her through the Perspex window of the room
she was in waiting for her to pass out. Seeing her limp body relax and drift
into temporary unconsciousness, they knew it was safe to go back in.
“15.37 19th September 2013” came from one of the
trio. “The sixth fit she’s had in two days.”
“Poor kid” said another voice as he gently put a blanket
over her. “We’re going to need to reassess her medication and keep her in
refinement longer than we thought.”
“Alex the girl doesn’t stand a chance; look at the state of
her. She’s never going to leave this place, we all know that.”
Silence fell amongst the men who had been trying for so long
to help her. They wanted so desperately to give her the life she deserved, but
too much damage had been done. As they walked out of Sarah’s room again, the
third man turned around and looked at her once more, his heart sinking to the
bottom of his stomach.
Somewhere, deep within her unconsciousness Sarah heard the
jingle jangle of keys locking her in and the bolt slam shut, securing the door.
Calm had resurfaced but the tears still fell. Five years she had been kept
hostage in here. Five years. They were never going to leave her alone.
“Next time I’ll be ready” she thought.
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