Pass me a vodka...and make it a double!

Well today was my last day of my Christmas holidays. I can't believe it's all over and in less than 12 hours time I will be back into my routine of Monday morning spin before getting back into the office. 

The last few days have actually been really relaxing. Lots of quiet time, chilling at home and recovering from my cold, which has thankfully gone now. The only problem I've found is it's opened the door for all of my anxiety to creep in about my pending house move. Now I tend to look on the positive side to things, but the last couple of days I've found the sweaty palms and heart racing slowly coming back every time I think about moving out. 

The annoying thing is I don't need to vacate until March, but my mind has started playing tricks on me again and I've allowed for panic to set in. What if I can't find somewhere to live? What if I can't afford it? Being single sucks! I seriously would have thought by now I'd be married with children and a nice house somewhere, instead I'm scrambling around trying to find a place of my own, which lets face it, on the money I have, won't be much! Plus there's the slight possibility I may have to find a new job within the next year, but that worry can just go and bury itself under the massive pile of ironing I have to do and I'll deal with that as and when I need to.

Seriously, this is NOT how I anticipated starting 2014 and quite frankly I can do without it, but I guess these things are sent to try us and maybe this is the new change I've been looking for....see I'm trying to be positive! 

Let's hope it all works out. Keep your fingers crossed for me lovelies!